Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Journal - 8 September 2009

Today was over-the-top busy. I'm answering a lawsuit; I spent the whole damn day doing it, what with putting the trimmings on the documents, getting the files uploaded, getting the paper printed out and stuffed into the flat-rate envelope (it all went in, too; you can congratulate me), and all the rest of the hoopla that goes with formal documents. I'm glad this part is done.

Exercise? What exercise? My head spun around so much it hurts now, but that's the only exercise I got today. I'll walk tomorrow.

Food. I ate a bowl of FiberOne/oatmeal at about 2 p.m., then three chicken thighs over the course of the evening. I'm going to have ice cream and go to bed now. This stuff wears me out. I'll definitely remember to take my supplements tonight — and a mega-dose of aspirin.

Good night.

Monday, September 7, 2009

Journal - 7 September 2009

I crashed this weekend. I ate far more junk than I should have (although I ate well, too) — carrot cake and Dutch apple cheesecake from The Cheesecake Factory, nachos from the Athol Diner (if you haven't eaten in this little hole-in-the-wall diner in Athol, MA, stop in sometime; the food is good and plentiful, the staff friendly, the service fast and accurate, and the entire experience satisfactory). I did have an omelette rather than pancakes at Denny's (I love Denny's pancakes, so I felt very righteous with that), but I also ate all of the greasy home fried potatoes they gave me with the omelette. Probably would've done better eating the pancakes. Well, now I know.

I did lose my first pound last week — WOOOHOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! And I'm now back on the straight and narrow. I had two Activias with FiberOne and oatmeal for breakfast and spinach salad and chicken with crumbled bleu cheese is on the menu for tonight's dinner. Lunch will probably be a peanut-butter-and-honey sandwich snatched when I finish writing this. Then out for a nice, long walk down by the river.

I went for my walk: 3800 steps. Not a record, by any stretch, but better than nothing. Dinner was a spinach salad with salmon (180 cal) and bleu cheese crumbled over it. Yummy!! And lemon-ginger tea to drink. Mint-chocolate-chip ice cream for an after-dinner snack. No wonder I'm losing only 1 lb/week at this point. Well, that's my goal and I'm sticking to it. It is hard, though, to count 1 lb as "progress." I'll count the 3,500 calories I burned without replacing last week as "progress."

The road is slow, but steady progress will get me to where I need to be. I know that; you know that. I do wish there was a magic bullet that takes all fat off immediately, but slow and steady wins the race. Would the premise in SLEEPER (remember the old Woody Allen movie?) were true....Ah well. It isn't.

'Til tomorrow....

Friday, September 4, 2009

Journal - 4 September 2009

Today was a banner day for Tess. She completed her third, fourth and fifth tandem skydives, all from 13,500 feet above sea level. Jim and I took her to Jumptown, in Orange, MA, where she got hugged and mauled by the instructors for being the first person any of them had seen make three tandem jumps in one day. Her next step is Accelerated FreeFall, or AFF, where she will learn to jump *shudder* solo.

Jim's here (hurray!!!!) and I'm still being successful about eating right; this is an Accomplishment. I had a veggie wrap and half a chicken quesadilla last night for dinner, then a bowl of raisin bran for breakfast today, followed by an apple, followed by a chicken caesar salad (dressing on the side, thank you) and a bottle of Lipton's citrus-flavored green tea (at 180 calories, if you please). Tonight's dinner will be ... um ... probably spinach and chicken and some nachos (we brought those home from the restaurant at which we had lunch).

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Journal - 3 September 2009

Tess and I went out to dinner last night, to Applebee's. I know Applebee's is a franchise and every Applebee's is similar to every other Applebee's but that's ok; you walk in, you know what you're getting, which is just exactly how a franchise is supposed to work (it turns out there are regional differences in the menu, though; NYC Applebee's still has my favorite salad, but the one up here does not, which is a bummer). I had this wonderful salad with roasted shrimp (about 12-14 of them) and roasted peppers and almonds on a bed of baby spinach leaves with this amazing balsamic vinaigrette and something else salad dressing. It was really, really good. Diet Pepsi to drink. Tess had chicken fingers and fries with root beer; she didn't eat the fries because she said they were too salty for her, but she said the chicken fingers were good.

We went early; we'd finished our dinner before 5:30, which left the rest of the night free for whatever (we went to WalMart). I was still hungry after dinner, but ignored it until about 9 when I caved in and ate the last cooked-up chicken thigh from two nights ago. That satisfied. No ice cream last night. No dessert at the restaurant, either. And yes, I went for a walk yesterday with my mom, down by the river, but I didn't wear the pedometer so can't tell you how many steps we walked.

Today, getting out of bed was not something I wanted in my future. I hit the snooze for an hour (the alarm went off at 8; I got up at 9), then performed my morning ablutions, threw the sheets in the washing machine (Jim's coming today; I always wash sheets on the morning of the day he comes) and had a bowl of FiberOne and oatmeal with Lactaid and Splenda for breakfast. It's lunchtime now; I think I'll have an Activia and my ever-present peanut-butter sandwich with two pats of butter with diet ginger ale to drink.

I'm tired today, but it's been a good day business-wise so far; I have appointments every day next week except Friday (and, of course, Labor Day) with either a new client or a networking contact, so next week should give the biz a much-needed shot in the arm.

I haven't yet been for a walk today; I'd better go soon, too, since Jim should be here around 2.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Journal - 2 September 2009

I pulled an all-nighter last night. Why I did that is really not important; I got something written that has been hanging over me and that now I can let sit for a couple of days while it and I cool down from the writing fury. I'm full of adrenaline now and not sleepy at all, but I have a headache.

During my all-nighter, I ate a peanut butter sandwich with two pats of butter. I do love those; I started eating them when I was a kid, and they've stuck with me. They'll be tough to give up, I think. It was around 4:30 in the morning when I did that. I'm not usually awake at 4:30 in the morning. It's not my favorite time of day, by any stretch.

I think I'm going to give the walking a rest today; my hips are still sore from yesterday's sojourn to the bank. Meanwhile, I'm having my breakfast. Activia. It's 10:45 a.m. and I'm hungry. That may be why I have the headache.

I had a blueberry Activia for breakfast. Jim loves blueberries and didn't think much of my usual vanilla Activia; I'll try this on him and see what he thinks. I think it ain't bad, but I like the vanilla better. The headache's gone, and exhaustion still has not set in from my all-nighter last night. Too much adrenaline got generated.

Mom is coming into town for a walk soon. I'll take her down by the river and walk a few paces. Maybe that will stretch out my stiff hips. Funny, when I was younger my hips never got stiff. Now they're stiff all the time. I wonder what that's about? Enh — probably just one of the Joys of Old Age.

Lunch was a chicken thigh and two slices of sourdough italiano bread. No butter this time; you should be proud of me!

I have a Challenge coming up. Jim and I have a trip to Baltimore planned for the middle of September. The food in Baltimore will be my challenge. I'll probably go off track a bit, and I won't have my computer with me so no blogging while I'm there (you'll miss me, right?), but I'll get right back on track when I get home. I want to eat crab cakes while I'm there. Jim wants to take me to a good Mexican restaurant that he knows (he used to work at Johns Hopkins Hospital, so he knows the town well).

We've got absolutely phenomenal seats for the Red Sox/Orioles game. I mean right next to the Red Sox dugout. I'm not much of a baseball fan, which disgusts Jim since one of the things he's done is to sell sports memorabilia — baseball cards, player signatures, clothing and the like — and he just cannot believe that I am as dense as I am about who the players are and what their stats are and who's on first. But, you see, I don't know's been on second for years, and I, like, I don't know. But before we go to Baltimore, I'll study up a bit on the players on the two teams and astound Jim with my rapier knowledge of their latest feats. He's a very smart man; sometimes he's too smart, you know? But my goodness, what a sweetheart he is! I've never been treated like such royalty in my life, and I'm quickly learning to love it. It's not about money; neither he nor I are wealthy, though he does seem to enjoy spending his money on Tess and me. It's about the consideration and the caring and the thoughtfulness...I certainly never had much of that. That generosity he shows me is hard for me to deal with; it makes me cry every time.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Journal - 1 September 2009

Gad, it's September already. Summer's just about over. Where did it go???? The days are getting cooler :) and shorter :( and the leaves are starting to turn.

I love autumn less and less. The colors are spectacular, yes, especially around where I live in upstate New York (our leaves blow visitors away), but those colors are the dying of the leaves and spell the hibernation of the trees for the long, cold, snowy winter. The older I get, the less I like winter. It's just cold. I need to win the lottery and have condos in Florida, in NYC and in London. I would love that. I could get out of the snow and out of the extreme heat and out of the rain but get to the theatre and the city's night life. But I'm here, living my almost ideal life in Schenectady, NY, which is cold and has snow in the winter. But thinking about it, I wouldn't want anything else, really: Schenectady may be cold in the winter, but it has Seasons. Four of them. We actually have spring here, and summer, and fall, and winter. And they are distinct and each has its own charms. The snow and cold of winter I don't like, but snow is beautiful to look at from an armchair by the window, and there's nothing cozier than curling up in a blanket in winter with a good book. That I do look forward to. Summer does not lend itself to curling up in a blanket; it's too damn hot to do that then.

Breakfast this morning was a bowl of raw oatmeal, Lactaid® and Splenda®. I ate it at breakfast time, just after getting up (which I did at 8), and I was mildly hungry. I'm still hungry, but I'll go for my walk and come home and have an Activia. My friend Michael tells me that I changed his life with my raw oatmeal; it never occurred to him that hey, guess what, you don't have to cook oatmeal to enjoy it. Just let it soak for a couple of minutes in the milk before you eat it, like you would müsli. I love raw oatmeal; in fact, it's rare that I cook oatmeal these days.

One of the major advantages of working for myself is that I can get up and go to bed whenever I damn well please. I'm not keeping someone else's clock. Other people seem to want me to get UP in the morning. Bleah. I am not a morning person at all, although I find that going for a walk around now is a Nice Way to Start the Day. Everyone else has gone to their offices and jobs and I can relax and have the river all to myself. And the Mohawk River is absolutely beautiful. Especially at the beginning of autumn.

I think I'll take my camera on my walk with me today.

I still haven't taken my walk, but will after lunch, which will consist of a peanut butter sandwich with two pats of butter. I don't have raisins or I'd do ants on logs (fill celery with peanut butter and squish raisins into the peanut butter; yum). I'm actually physiologically hungry at this moment; my stomach is growling and my blood sugar is dipping. It's time to eat.

Tonight's dinner is all planned out: stir-fried chicken, spinach, crumbled bleu cheese ... yum!

I went for a walk. 6.3 miles, 856.9 calories and 11,669 steps later, my legs and hips are downright tired, and my feet know they've had a workout, too. I didn't take my camera because I didn't go anyplace really pretty; I just walked to the bank and back. On the way, though, I met up with an old neighbor, G.R., a teacher in one of the local high schools. He and his wife, J.R., have a daughter, E.R., who is about Tess's age. In fact, the two kids started kindergarten at the same school; E.R. used to wait with Tess for the schoolbus in front of our house. She and Tess used to go trick-or-treating together on Halloween. It was nice to see him, but when I asked him how J.R. is doing, he told me that she's been pretty sick lately with a persistent pancreatitis, surgically induced Type I diabetes, and other associated gut-type problems. Yuck. She gets a get-well card from me, to say the least; these folks were good neighbors. E.R. is going into her sophomore year in college and apparently doing quite well.

I'm hungry having returned from my long walk. I ate an Activia and drank a can of diet ginger ale (Schweppes, if you're curious). That did the trick.

I wonder how ginger-ale yogurt would taste? Hmmm. I don't think I'll try it. Tapioca yogurt, though, might be interesting.

Dinner tonight, eaten late because I took a Power Nap, is quick and easy and actually good for me. Chicken thighs, cut into bite-sized pieces, and stir-fried in a capful of olive oil, baby spinach leaves and Danish bleu cheese. Chicken thighs (I really don't like chicken breasts very much; I know, I know, the breasts are the best part of the bird, but they can be so dry) and bleu cheese is quite the tasty combo; I'll have to do this one again. Soon. Diet ginger ale to drink. Jim, my significant other, is a Diet Pepsi man, and I must go and get him a six-pack before he gets here on Thursday (in fact, I'll do that tonight while I'm thinking of it).

I'm going to finish off my healthful meal later with a bowl of Mint Chocolate Chip Lite Ice Cream. As I said, this week is about getting into the habit of walking and into the habit of writing this blog. I'm doing well on both of those fronts, so shut up about the ice cream. It will disappear from my diet when the ice cream containers are empty — which is taking a longer time to happen than it did before.

Thank goodness we're coming into apple season. My favorite tree-borne fruit is the pear/apple family, and they're never better than when they're fresh off the tree. I have an orchard not too far away that sells the best apples on the planet: Knights Orchard on Goode St. in Burnt Hills, NY. Apples and pears are the saving grace of fall for me. I particularly love Northern Spy apples, which are available for only a short time late in the fall, but they are DEFINITELY worth waiting for!!! Tart, firm, excellent baking and eating apple, but they have zero shelf life, so growers don't ship spies far. I find them at Knights.

My hips hurt. That's from that six-mile walk I took. I think I'll knock off tomorrow and not walk. Let the muscles rest and heal up from that one.